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Assembling to roll out... for the last time! |
From my notes:
Leaving day! Bussed to the airport without a hitch, although I didn't catch the part where Dr. Yi left-- she didn't say bye! There was a huge line to check in, which then took a long time too, including an extra wait for Jack and I for some unannounced reason for our boarding passes. Jack wanted window and didn't get it, so I traded him cause I'm kind like that. Security searched my souvenirs twice, and confiscated my bike chain [that I'd found at the art district in Beijing].
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Saying goodbye to Seoul/Incheon! |
I spent a good portion of the flight back to the States watching movies, a few of which were Korean, trying to soak up every last bit of the culture I could. The trip back didn't feel quite as magical as the trip there, and I definitely didn't have as interesting a project to occupy myself (I wasn't able to prepare a bunch of readings or anything of the sort, like I had for my
first flight). I did do a lot of reflecting, thinking, and writing. I think my mind may have traveled even more than my body did! Here's another excerpt from my notes:
CRESTING THE PARABOLA CROSSING INTO CANADIA
FLYING FROM MYSELF YEAH I'M
FLYING BACK FROM ASIA
TRAVEL ISN'T DISTANCE TIME OR MONEY
TRAVEL IS FEAR, LOSS, DIFFERENCE, RUNNING
The Me I was before is gone,
I left it there with you so long
Ago and I know the me I've been
could never make it through security
So brace yourself for change lover cause
nothing else exists,
Help me find myself and see what's left
I'm soaring while I'm sitting cause my body isn't me
Neither is my past my pad my pennies my future
Who I am isn't a question, it's a lifetime
Becoming--> being
Superficial-->substantial
Cersting the parbola
Crossing to Canadia
Flying from myself, yeah
I'm flying back from Asia
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My last sight of Asia! |
Studying abroad was definitely one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life. The breadth and depth of the exposure is completely unparalleled; the access and immersion were both irreplicatable. How could I go to so many places, do so many things, meet so many people, and be given so much context and history in any other context? I spent so much of my time flying back thinking about how thankful I was for the experience, and for everyone who had helped me along the way. I found myself committing to being different, to internalizing the experience, to learning and growing from it, but I knew to a degree that commitment was superfluous-- the changes had already happened, I was just figuring them out as I went along.
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Flying over the Canadian tundra, if I recall correctly |
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The sun rises on my second day in the air |
After landing, we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways without much ceremony. The magic was definitely over, and we all seemed a little shell-shocked as we wandered back towards our lives. And that is how my study abroad experience came to a close.
Even though we'd said our goodbyes, we weren't done with the academic side of things. The final for Dr. Tessman's class was a take-home essay he gave to us after we'd returned, so we wouldn't have to split our energies between it and our travels. The prompt was about the three most pressing threats to East Asian security. Because Tessman's was but one half of our education abroad, I decided to weave in Buddhist theory from Dr. Yi's portion of the trip as well, because that had been such a significant focus for us throughout our travels (particularly in Korea), because I'd taken such a liking to it, and because I wanted to prove that I'd been paying attention. It was a far better idea in concept than in practice, and kind of lead to a mess of a paper, but hey! I passed the class! Yay, me! And
here's a link to the paper, if you'd like to check it out!